Faking to be happy. Faking that you don`t even mind about him. Yeah! I can do that. On the outside I look like that I don't even mind about him. On the outside, I try to be the girl that can face anything. Yeah! I really can fake it all on the outside. People doesn't care. They just don't care. For a minute they look like they care. But then, if we show that we're okay. They just forget about what happen. They doesn't know what I kept inside. All the pain. All the tears that I try to hide.
On the inside, I'm just a girl who have a fragile heart. I keep it all the inside. But now, I want to express my feelings in this post. I feel sick of myself. I always said to myself, "Raf, he didn't care about you. So, why do you have to care about him? " I mean like, he doesn't know about the things that I hide to myself. If only he would know. But I rather just kept it. Just to myself.......
